What If?

What if the stars you wished upon died a million years ago already? What if the truths you held on to ended up being the prison you designed for yourself? What if the awakening you are experiencing is your mind breaking under the crushing weight of reality? What if the broken pieces of you were the pieces you will need to survive after the now? What if God is real? And we just call Him different things? What if there is no God? What if this is the only life you live? What if you knew the truth all along but you didn't want to believe it because it did not serve your version of this world? What if heaven and hell exist? What if morality is not real? What if you are immoral and you don't know it? What if you are immoral but don't care? What if society's construct is what is holding back even more injustice? What if everything you are living is a lie? What if nothing you do changes your fate? What if you were meant to fail? What if you let down everybody around you but especially the most important person in your life? What if you are the reason for their destruction? What if your intuition is your worst enemy? What if you love only because it serves you? What if you don't know what love is? What if love itself is a lie? What if? What if nothing is true? And everything is permitted? How would you live your life?